Just a little.....a little hope, a little help, a little story.
Thank's so much to all of you that have shared heartfelt concerns for me and my family, how sweet you are, how blessed I am. I went to see my doctor. yes I did. I went. I did it.
I have to tell ya though, my doctor you see, is not like most doctors, first of all I could be his mother.....I have never been to a doctor that was younger than me, I normally only see women docs. my doctor of many years changed plans and I could no longer go there, I had to find someone new and last year about this time I found him.....through a friend. It's crazy he is so adorable, I can hardly think when I am around him, he's crazy cute and smart, and so stylish designer blue jeans, colored dress shirt and blazer, darling! serious crush material..... curly dark hair, truly he could be a model or tv star,
ok enough already!
I decided to take everyones advice.....I made the appointment. I trudged down there. that familiar pit in my stomach, will I be able to share this with him, after-all he is my DOCTOR! He comes in, looking all perfect in his designer jeans and cool glasses, says it's nice to see me again and wanted to know about the tetanus shot I had last spring, something about some box springs, I laughed and said yes I found a cool old rusty set of bare box springs and used it as a wall in my booth and it was great to hang things off of, he said wow that is really cool.....had I impressed him? anyway we chatted a bit further and he asked me if I had found a job, and I then told him about 41 Taylor, further impressed? he then said to me, have you ever been on tv? I looked puzzled, radio, marketing ads? further puzzled, I said no, he said you are a good communicator, you annunciate really well and have great diction. WELL!!!!!!! I may have been blushing, I continued to listen and comment and he said you really are kind of a hip girl, me a hip girl, what is he the used car salesman of the doctor world, yikes......anyway I guess I still looked a little leary and he then said, do you know what diction is? I then replied, well yes I'm depressed not STUPID! I guess I cracked him up, I even cracked myself up......funny how little things can change you, we talked and I walked away with the meds!! and just a little hope.... a little funny.
a little better.
a little more courage.
a little step.
a little time.