It feels like it has been such a long time since I last had something to say, I struggle with being interesting or saying something meaningful, I want to show you my authentic self, I want to be real, be genuine, so that when I write, you will have a glimpse of who I am.......I realize how much I miss following some of my favorite blogs,and I also have come to realize how much I miss posting on my own.
The Other Tracey and myself are linked in many ways, but we are different, yes we enjoy our business together, of course thrifting, and creating, but I want you to get to know me, just me in a way that is not about 41 Taylor or the Tumbleweed Cotillion. I guess what I am trying to say is I think I lost my inner-voice.......I love my girlfriends, and I want to remember them in these hectic times to nurture those relationships, I don't think any of us will look back and say I wish I had worked more........I want to remain true to my creative self, not the one that says, yikes I need to sell that, but to be creative for the pure joy of it! Sometimes, I get a little lost, lost in moments, lost in excitement, lost in my own thoughts, I also think I have lost my sense of direction and purpose.
What I know for sure is what really matters for me is the happiness that I find in the everyday things, my loving husband who I know will pick-up his cell every-time when he sees it's me, even when he is busy or in the middle of something, I know that for sure, my dog is happy see me every-time I walk through the door, my children and parents, oh how I love them.......I know for sure that I need to look after myself, to be grateful for these wonderful moments that God has given me!
I am working to restore my inner voice to find the natural rhythm of my words and my writing, I know for sure that I will continue to search for it and I will find it..........
Hi! I've missed you!
You know, Tracey, your heart really does shine through your writing. You show us the joy in the everyday happenings of your life. I think you have found your voice. Just let your heart lead. So happy to hear from you!
Blessings!
Posted by: Susan | August 31, 2009 at 05:13 PM
Look at you writing from your heart! I love it! Keep doing it. I think you are cheating people by not letting people know your true self like the person I know. You are one of the funniest people I know. Share yourself. Write as though you were writing to me. We'll all be able to laugh and smile.
Posted by: Deb | September 01, 2009 at 11:51 AM
I think it IS the "everyday things" that make people so interesting. Some days it is a thought (or your voice) and some days it is a simple image -- something shown from your perspective.
I came to this blog from the Other Tracey's blog. But it is your perspective that is interesting and has me coming back and checking in to see if you have posted something new. I hope you keep going.
I think often the process is as interesting as the finished product.
Do you know what I mean?
Posted by: jewelee | September 01, 2009 at 07:05 PM
Tracey........you've got all the most perfect blends to make this little blogging home....well "home"!! :o) Encircled by love of God, family, friends, humour AND a caring heart....all the ingredients that make for " we wanna come back & read some more" interests Tracey -- I think that sweet, calming pleasures come in reading about the "everyday stuff of living"; that's the zone where we all can relate and nod and agree or sometimes choose to disagree. You're "relatable" to readers Tracey so if perhaps you are over-thinking before you choose a topic to blog about, THAT could stress you into silence and absence ('cause we've been a'looking for ya here!) :o) There are probably more 'silent readers' that pass by here without comment yet leave with a smile.....you just never know the impact of a story such as inviting in your neighbour for supper.....now just that instance could make someone do likewise. I say that that is using your voice Tracey! There's enough "horn blowers" in this world -- it's refreshing to read your vulnerbility in this latest posting - it proves that you are just like us all Tracey! So, all that being said, toss the pressure to impress (we already ARE...impressed that is Tracey!!) and while I wouldn't dare discount your words above Tracey -- I say you're doing A-OK/grrrreat/dandy/fine/aces at showing us who you are......friendships open up slowly; we never discover everything all at once about someone; it's a process and I think you are 'processing' just fine! :o) For what it's worth, if you try blogging steadily for one full week (which is just a measely 7 days) about any 'ole topic it just may give you the encouragement you need to leave those words behind of your post that said:
"It feels like it has been such a long time since I last had something to say, I struggle with being interesting or saying something meaningful, I want to show you my authentic self, I want to be real, be genuine"
......hope you know that we ARE seeing "real" Tracey.....be encouraged. :o)
Posted by: Barbra | September 01, 2009 at 08:43 PM
Tracey, you're perfect just as you are. Don't feel you have to blog often, just keep sharing those wonderful simple daily moments with us and we'll be happy. Keep letting your light shine!
Posted by: pogonip @ meadowsweet cottage | September 03, 2009 at 10:35 PM
Thank you for your encouragement.......I so apppreciate it! Tracey
On Thu, Sep 3, 2009 at 10:35 PM, wrote:
Posted by: The Other Tracey | September 04, 2009 at 09:09 AM
Thinking of you,oxox
Posted by: The French Twist | September 09, 2009 at 08:14 AM
Thanks for your friendship.......
On Wed, Sep 9, 2009 at 8:14 AM, wrote:
Posted by: The Other Tracey | September 09, 2009 at 08:22 AM
I found your blog, searching, how to find my voice, feel sad that I must have missed out on interaction with someone thinking the same as I am right now. I hope you will blog again. I hope you found what you were looking for. I came from child abuse and have never found my inner voice, feel so controled right now and lost, if I speak, I'm told to be quiet,I have a hard time saying how I feel, so add shyness to that even if I am grown. Best wishes to you.
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